ok i know i'm not in the position to stop him from doing whatever he wants to do. it's none of my business. i shouldn't care until i see it but hey, i can't stop myself from getting jelly ; n ;

in times like these, ignorance is bliss. like if you do not know anything about something, nothing will change. it won't affect your view of the world. you'll just continue being happy (or less sad)

it's actually my fault why i am feeling like this right now. it's my fault for stalking him. it's my fault for butting in his stuff. it's my fault for existing in his life.

my inferiority and insecurity is real. this needs to stop. ok, jiashi? please? ok. thanks.

how do you unlearn things you'd rather not know?