i've been really really sad tonight. dealing with the fact that the only person who loved me so much, doesn't wanna be with me anymore. it sucks to be me. good thing i'm the only jiashi in this world. nobody else will get to experience such a life full of crap, disappointments and mischief.

sorry to myself if i hate you so much right now. this will be the last and tomorrow's gonna be different i swear. just go to sleep now and still try to have a good night :)