self-realization # 14
i'm jealous of how other people are able to choose the way they live their life. like with the course they want to take up, the hobby they want to do, the place they want to live, etc.
because here's me, tied up to do only what i am asked to do. and i can't do anything about it. sometimes, i would like to think that everything's being unfair to me. but then i remember what i have right now, i realized i'm not really that unlucky. i'm still thankful after all.
so instead of complaining and asking for more, i would still just pursue with my plans and i promise to do it all out of the things that will be given to me :D