Is it me or am i really losing my value now? Is this because i was being too annoying lately that i started to become a little less important? Someone told me that i might be just seeking for his attention. Half true. Sometimes i commit mistakes, maybe it's because i passively want him to always notice me. But i have to freaking avoid it because it always turns out bad. I should cope up with changes such as i can no longer simply ask for his extra attention. He has a lot more other stuff to do and i should be understanding enough about that. Obviously, i'm just feeling like this since i have nothing else to be busy with except him. Stupid feelings.
And in the end, it's still me.
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Funny how little things hurts a lot :)