i don't know if you are even aware that i miss you emotionally. you play a vital role in my life and i can't afford to lose you. i keep hoping that things are gonna go back to the way there were, when everything's so simple. i miss you so much i wanna sneak to your house right now just to check if you are having a good sleep. i really need you, babe. it makes me so sad but i think this is a good sign. this shows that i just really care enough about you that my senses can't take the loss of you.

why the hell am i even crying now?