i'm not sure if it's your insensitivity or it's just me being so sensitive. but hey, i'm not like this all the time. i just never expected it would happen. right here. right now. that's why it made me so fucking sad that i want to rip off earl's head.

but no, i won't blame earl this time. i want to blame myself, for being too coward to speak up about what i really feel right now. but it's okay since it's my own choice.

i wonder if you even know how it feels.