natutuwa ako sa picture kong to! hahahahah parang ang laki kasi ng mata ko ♥ ang lakas maka-mila kunis! friends with benefits? hahahahaahahah tengene! pero gusto ko si mila kunis dahil sa mata niya ha! ganda kaya! wala laaaaang~
everything is just too complicated. i feel like my head's gonna explode anytime. it's full of confusing thoughts that isn't supposed to be there. oh god, i hate how my mind changes too quickly. and how pessimistic i can get when it comes to the people who love me.
omg wearvin surprised me again.. for the nth time :">
hindi kasi ako pumayag na umalis kami today kaya sinurprise visit nanaman niya ko dito sa bahay tapos may dala pa siyang flowers raaaa!! this is the very first time i have received a bouquet in my entire life~ nahihiya nga ko kasi gumastos pa siya tapos naabala pa siya! grabe lang! this is probably the sweetest thing that ever happened to me so far. and my favorite valentine's day ever.
okay, this is a start of something new... hindi na ko bitter sa valentine's day! hahahahahah
and now i have finally decided, i choose him :D he doesn't deserve to be rejected.
o baka talagang anti-love lang ako? hahahahah naalala ko few years ago, naglalabas ako ng hinaing ko tuwing valentine's day hahahahahahah! ineexpress ko kung gaano ako ka-love hater. i never feel like celebrating this day. i hate seeing public display of affection. love day is annoying. in short, bitter ako sa valentine's day hahahahaha!! not because wala akong boyfriend, sadyang ayoko lang talaga.
pero noon lang yun! :D i still don't feel like celebrating this day, but i don't care anymore about the lovers celebrating this day. hindi na ko bitter pero ayoko pa rin talaga hahahah!
but hey, it sad to think that i really am sad today. parang hmmm.. valentine's day na valentine's day nagkakaganito ako D: diba? tengeneeeeeeeeee!! nalulungkot ako pero wala akong makausap. i can't tell my bestfriends. i can't tell wearvin. i can't tell anyone because they probably wouldn't care D:
i feel like i want to talk to some stranger just for the sake of releasing this heavy feeling. *sigh*
kung may isang bagay na napagkakasunduan talaga naming apat, siguro yun yung PICTURE TAKING! hahahahahah we all love posing for photos or taking pictures of ourselves :D but we're not vain! bitch please! (except rheca ahahahahah) basta sobrang adik lang talaga kami sa picturan :D hihi
actually ayoko naman talaga magmodel sa mga photoshoot trips. mas gusto ko pa na ako yung kukuha ng picture! i love taking pictures! :D pero sa pagkakataon na magpipicture silang tatlo at wala ako, nako! hindi ko yata yun matatanggap! hahahahahahahahah
thanks to nicole for the photos and ate wenz for the make up ♥ ♥ ♥
nobody likes the feeling of being cheated on. i mean, you're not that cheap to deserve lies. hiding the truth counts as lying. and you're afraid to confront him/her about it when you know he/she is just going to cover it up with more and more lies.
i'm not sure if it's your insensitivity or it's just me being so sensitive. but hey, i'm not like this all the time. i just never expected it would happen. right here. right now. that's why it made me so fucking sad that i want to rip off earl's head.
but no, i won't blame earl this time. i want to blame myself, for being too coward to speak up about what i really feel right now. but it's okay since it's my own choice.
hay! finally natapos na rin yung january! sobrang bully ng month na yun amp! hanggang huli may pampastress pa rin talaga hahahah! parang nananadya lang! nakakalalake na e! suntukan na lang! hahaha joke :D in fairness, medyo nakakainis talaga pero okay lang yun. hindi na kailangan gawing big deal. kalimutan na lang para happy na ulit :D mas lalo lang ako maiirita pag may pumipilit magcomfort sakin e tss. please just leave me be and i'll make sure that i'll be okay soon :D i'm great (great talaga?! hahahah) enough to control my emotions. i might sound mayabang pero pinanganak akong pro sa anger management! >:D fuck yeah! kaya walang dapat ipagworry hihihihihi ♥
siguro nga hindi talaga para sakin yung month na yun. ayos lang, sanay na ko! chos! hahahah! sabagay isang buwan lang naman yun! i still have 11 months more! ngayong february talaga sisiguraduhin kong month ko to! please lang! ayoko madepress at mastress! at sana rin hindi na ko magkasakit! hahahah
i'm looking forward to a lot of things for this month. so let's start with a smile :D