i'm trying to keep a secret from the world.. does that make me a liar?

what? no? i don't know.

i didn't do anything wrong but why am i getting this guilty-ish feeling?
why do i feel bad though it's clearly not my fault?

maybe i have to stop this. these. everything. believe me, this isn't a part of the plan. it's crazy but it happened. i don't know why and how. it just happened. so unexpectedly. this is just not right. i want to forget it like it didn't happen. i don't want to feel the disappointments of failed expectations again.


it's funny how i'm trying to get over someone who's not even mine.

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. pathetic, i know.


i want to go somewhere. i want to leave everything behind. i want to forget you.