self-realization # 4

how pathetic of me, letting my whole life be ruined by someone.

the reason why i find it so hard to move forward with my own life is because i'm still holding on to those people from the past. i must learn how to accept sudden changes. clinging to the past won't bring me anywhere. so i guess, the best way to get away from this everyday catastrophe of love is to cut all ties.

i want to feel better, not bitter. acceptance and forgiveness will surely get me better. plus, i have to be optimistic at all cost. i should be happy by now so my friends won't worry about me. and besides, there's nothing to get sad about. i'm too young to be miserable. in fact, i'm so lucky because i'm surrounded with wonderful friends! i must be thankful :D