uhh, i always feel awkward everytime we talk.

i think i'm supposed to be happy because we're doing great so far, but i'm not.

i'm not supposed to be sad, but why am i kind of disappointed? not in him, but in something.. something i don't know.

this is more like a neutral feeling. i'm not happy, neither sad. i really don't know. just awkward.


anyway, i shouldn't let him like me again. i'm already on my way to get over him. i don't want to fall for him again because i already know how we end. so yeah, we're better off this way.