3/31/11

private muna.
pansamantala lang :D

masyado na kong nalulungkot sa mga nangyayari.

kailangan ko muna mapagisa para makapagdrama ng walang manghuhusga.
hindi ko alam kung dapat bang delete delete delete delete delete delete.

o siguro dapat delete delete delete.

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nasayang ang effort ko magsulat.

ako kasi ang hari ng drama.

ha? ano daw?
"K."

^

pinaka nakakabanas, nakakawalang gana, panget, istupido, bobo, tanga, gago, nonsense, walang kwentang sagot sa buong mundo.

i mean, K isn't even a word!!
so what the hell was that supposed to mean?

K as potassium?
K as ..J, K, L, M, N, O, P..?

bullshit.

mas mabuti pang wag niyo na ko sagutin kesa ganyan lang ang sasabihin niyo.

her name is kim petras.
transgender at the age of 12.
but now she's 18, look how gorgeous she is ♥
i can't see any manliness in her hahahahah

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personally, i support homosexuality.
nothing is wrong with being a gay, lesbian or transgender as long as they don't do bad things to others.

it's just their way of expressing themselves.
and being yourself is a good thing.
Baltic Sea letter in a bottle found 24 years later


A 13-year-old Russian, Daniil Korotkikh, was walking with his parents on a beach when he saw something glittering lying in the sand.

"I saw that bottle and it looked interesting," Korotkikh told The Associated Press on Tuesday. "It looked like a German beer bottle with a ceramic plug, and there was a message inside."

His father, who knows schoolboy German, translated the letter, carefully wrapped in cellophane and sealed by a medical bandage.

It said: "My name is Frank, and I'm five years old. My dad and I are traveling on a ship to Denmark. If you find this letter, please write back to me, and I will write back to you."

The letter, dated 1987, included an address in the town of Coesfeld.

read more.

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natuwa naman ako ng bongga dito :D
masyado na kasing advanced ang technology ngayon kaya nakakatuwa ung mga ganitong bagay. sana magcool down muna ung high technology at maggive way sa traditional stuffs :3

3/30/11

i have a thing about guillotines.
but i'm pretty sure it has not something to do with violence!
just guilty pleasure.


ahh i really don't know!
i just love guillotines ♥


i miss listening to perfume :3
sila lang yung artist na wala kong ayaw na kanta.

3/29/11

the more you attach yourself to someone,
the less he/she cares for you.

sad.

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bakit di na lang you care and i care at the same time? D:
hahaha class picture ko nung kinder 2 sa sacred heart :D
ako ung nasa pinaka lower left.
mukha akong nasunugan hahahahahahahaha


di ko na maalala ung classmates ko dun.
pero un iba kilala ko pa dahil sa laco sila naggradeschool.

naalala ko kaklase ko din si pamela nung grade 6.
pinagkakalat na 1st honor daw siya.
the hell?!

e ako naman talaga un 1st honor nun.
nung kinwento ko nga kay geib, sabi niya assuming daw haha

tapos alala ko din me kras ako dati. si randolph :D
then me isa pa kong classmate na babae, gusto din niya si randolph.
one time, nagkasalubong kami sa cr, binantaan ba naman ako??!!
di ko na maremember ung sinabi niya
pero something like "lumayo ako sa kanila"
ahahahahahaha me namumuong galit ata =))

la lang. nakakamiss e.
peter pan, i need you.

well! i'm so proud!
hahahahahahahahahaha

hindi kaya madaling mag nail art ng mano mano sa sariling kuko!!
tapos medyo pasmado pa! ahahahaha

3/27/11

for your information.

hinding hindi ako makikiuso sa mga teenager na wala pang 18 buntis na!
marami akong magandang pangarap sa buhay ko at hindi ka kasali don!
kaya magdahan dahan ka sa pananalita mo dahil pag naabot ko un,
sisiguraduhin kong wala kang makukuha sakin ♥ ♥ ♥

di ko kailangan ng tulong mo para umasenso ako.
bigyan mo lang ako ng time.. bata pa naman ako e..
balang araw titingalain mo ko sa mararating ko!

patutunayan ko lahat ng to sa inyo.
lalong lalo na sayo! bitch!

bwahahahahahahahahah sweet ♥
tangina.

namamaga ung mukha ko ngayon! namumula siya tapos maga!!
tapos kapag naghihilamos ako sobrang hapdiiiiiii~
parang kinagat ng jelly fish D:

at ang nakakainis pa, di ko alam kung bat nagkaganito at kung anong gagawin ko dito.
natatakot ako baka lalong lumala ng hindi ko nalalaman D:
pangit na nga, lalo pang papangit hahahahahahahahaha ansaklap!
anlungkot pala ng buhay kapag saksakan at baril barilan ng pangit T^T
alam ko na ngayon kung ano nafifeel ni earl wahahahahahah
ay ambad ko! tsk tsk! baka karmahin ako nito.
sorry lord!

hay, nakakawalang gana tuloy magpicture ngayon at gumimik.
ayoko lumabas ng bahay dahil nakakaturn off hahahahahahaha
yak!

sana gumaling na to bukas D:
may balak pa naman kami gumala bukas nila shayne at tria D:
magtatampo nanaman un dahil di ako sasama kung sakaling maga pa din to bukas D:

anhirap.
naloloka na ko dito!! -________-
magtatatlong araw na kami walang net.
badtrip. ang hirap contactin ng pdlt.

si satan lang tuloy ka-UBE ko habang wala pang kaming net.
pinipilit kong tapusin ung bomberman
ang hirap ng lava world.

oo, hindi ko pa un natatapos hanggang ngayon hahahaha
nung isang araw ko lang kasi nalaro kahit ang tagal tagal na ng psp ko.
wala akong ibang choice e.
un lang kasi ung game kay satan ngayon simula nung naging 80 gb ung 8 gb na memory D:
tinatamad pa ko ipagawa un dahil di ko din naman madalas ginagamit.

tapos nung isang araw ko lang din pala napanood yung despicable me :D
nakakatuwa pala un! lalo na ung minions :"""""">
natutuwa ako sa kanila tuwing nagsasakitan sila :D wahahahahah

san ba makakakuha ng sariling minion?
parang gusto ko din ng ganun e T_____T

anyway..

malapit na ko mabaliw sa sobrang bored sa bahay.
sana magkanet na kami bukas D:

fuck you, pldt.
fuck you very very much ♥

3/24/11

hay anlungkot panoorin. naiisip ko kasi kung ako yung nasa katayuan nung gumawa ng video na to. ang hirap. sobra. i can't afford to lose a friend. especially my best friends.



sorry, mababaw lang talaga ng luha ko :'(
mahina ako sa mga ganitong bagay.
shit bat ganto ichura ko dito??!!
parang ambigat ng problemang dinadala ko haha
tsaka bat amputi ng mukha ko? shit talaga.
nakakababa ng moral hahaha

first honor pa man din ako nito =))))))))))
ako na!! hahahahaha

pero nakakabanas talaga ichura ko.
pang inis! hahahahahahaha
seriously, this song is sooo annoying!
but it keeps playing on my head.

fuck LSS!! hahahahaha



just found a reason to hate friday.
aww. no more TGIF's :'(
  • Copy the whole list into your blog.
  • Bold the things that are true about you.
  • Add some­thing that is true about you.
  • Optional: Add a com­ment after answer in ital­ic

Survey meme

1. I miss some­body right now. jeff and my friends ♥
2. I don’t watch much TV these days. mas busy ako sa pagcocomputer e.
3. I love olives
4. I own lots of books.
5. I wear glasses or con­tact lenses. glasses sir. ayoko magcontacts sapagkat nakakatamad yon hahaha
6. I love to play video games. because they're more addictive than drugs!
7. I’ve tried marijuana.
8. I’ve watched porn movies. well, who haven't?! you are the biggest liar if you say you haven't. even a glimpse. oh come on.
9. I have been in a threesome.
10. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. kind of psycho wahahahahah
11. I believe hon­esty is usu­ally the best policy. of course.
12. I curse sometimes. or most of the time? usually when i'm extremely mad or happy hahaha
13. I have changed a lot men­tally over the last year. dati matino naman ako, pero bat ngayon..?? hahahahaha
14. I have a hobby. everybody has.
15. I carry my knife/razor every­where with me.
16. I’m TOTALLY smart. i think so hahahahahahahahaha
17. I’ve never bro­ken someone’s bones. Just my own. jeff loves to break my bones T^T
18. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. a lot actually. hahaha
19. I hate the rain. umm, gusto ko yung atmosphere kapag umuulan, pero ayokong gumala kapag umuulan sapagkat maputik =____=
20. I’m para­noid at times. madalas hahahahaha
21. I would get plas­tic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. gusto ko yung mukha ni marilyn monroe or elizabeth taylor wahahahahah
22. I need money right now. lagi naman! sos
23. I love sushi. i also love to make one :D
24. I talk really, really fast.
25. I have fresh breath in the morning.
26. I have long hair.
27. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
28. I have at least one brother and/or one sis­ter. two sisters.
29. I was born in a coun­try out­side of the U.S.
30. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a reg­u­lar basis. ehh, i only shave my kilikili.
31. I have a twin (or a triplet, or somesuch).
32. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. fake mustache :D haha
33. I couldn’t sur­vive with­out Caller I.D.
34. I like the way that I look. umm, narcissus? hahahaha
35. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. oops sorry.
36. I know how to cornrow. i wish!
37. I am usu­ally pessimistic. woo minsan lang naman e haha
38. I have a lot of mood swings. diba jep? hahahaha
39. I think pros­ti­tu­tion should be legalized.
40. I think Brit­ney Spears is pretty. nung hit me baby one more time days lang niya hahahahaha scary na siya ngayon :O
41. Slept with a Suitemate.
42. I have a hid­den talent. oo pero nakatago pa kaya hindi ko pa alam kung ano yun hahahaha
43. I’m always hyper no mat­ter how much sugar I have.
44. I have a lot of friends. just enough.
45. I am cur­rently single.
46. I have pecked some­one of the same sex. (given that pecked means kissed…) friendly kiss ♥
47. I enjoy talk­ing on the phone.
48. I prac­ti­cally live in sweat­pants or PJ pants. i like pajamas :D
49. I love to shop. nakakainis man aminin hahahaha
50. I would rather shop than eat. ay eat na lang :D hahaha
51. I would clas­sify myself as ghetto.
52. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
53. I’m obsessed with my Xanga or Live­jour­nal. how about blogger?
54. I don’t hate any­one. i just dislike them.
55. I’m a pretty good dancer
56. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
57. I’m com­pletely embar­rassed to be seen with my mother.
58. I have a cell phone. kailangan yan sa buhay.
59. I believe in God. kailangan din to sa buhay haha :D
60. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
61. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. hahahahahahaha
62. I love drama. tv dramas lang. ayoko ng real life drama.
63. I have never been in a real rela­tion­ship before.
64. I’ve rejected some­one before. hello bitterman ♥
65. I cur­rently have a crush/like someone. yes, travis clark. sorry lee min ho D:
66. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. go with the flow na lang hahahaha
67. I want to have chil­dren in the future. of course, but not so soon.
68. I have changed a dia­per before. ej's
69. I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
70. I bite my nails. and i hate it. uhh.
71. I am a mem­ber of the Tom Green fan club.
72. I’m not aller­gic to any­thing. sa totoo lang, hindi ko alam kung saan ako allergic o kung meron nga ba talaga.
73. I have a lot to learn. true.
74. I have been with some­one at least 10 years older or younger.
75. I plan on see­ing Ice Cube’s newest “Fri­day” movie.
76. I am shy around the oppo­site sex.
77. I’m online 24/7, even as an away message. 168/30 :D 168 hours a week, 30 days a month hahaha
78. I have at least 5 away mes­sages saved. mga importanteng message.
79. I have tried alco­hol or drugs before. alcohol lang.
80. I have made a move on a friend’s sig­nif­i­cant other or crush in the past.
81. I own the “South Park” movie. yes we have it :D pero hindi sakin yon, kay kuya edgar. VHS tape pa! hahahahaha
82. I have avoided assign­ments at work school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. blogger nga.
83. When I was a kid I played “the birds and the bees” with a neigh­bor or chum.
84. I enjoy some coun­try music. my taste in music ranges from the beatles to any modern artist. in other words, halo halo.
85. I would die for my best friends. only for the bestests. because they're like my other girlfriend
86. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
87. I watch soap operas when­ever I can. i even cry over them hahahahaha
88. I’m obses­sive, anal reten­tive, and often a perfectionist.
89. I have used my sex­u­al­ity to advance my career.
90. I love Michael Jack­son, scan­dals and all. he's still talented inspite of..
91. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s “Children’s Story”.
92. Hal­loween is awe­some because you get free candy. i wish that happens here in the philippines!
93. I watch Sponge­bob Squarepants and I like it. hindi siya pangbata, swear! hahahaha
94. I have dated a close friend’s ex.
95. I like surveys/memes. isn't it obvious?
96. I am happy at this moment. yehesss sana laging ganito :D
97. I’m obsessed with guys.
98. I am bisexual. almost. but no.
99. Demo­c­rat.
100. Con­ser­v­a­tive Republican.
101. I am punk rockish.
102. I am preppy.
103. I go for older guys/girls, not younger. pero mas bata sakin si jep hahahaha
104. I study for tests most of the time.
105. I tie my shoelaces dif­fer­ently from any­one I’ve ever met.
106. I can work on a car. I can change: tires, bat­ter­ies, oil and pos­si­bly spark plugs.
107. I love my job.
108. I am com­fort­able with who I am right now. More so than I have in any pre­vi­ous part of my life. pero kailangan ko pa din magimprove.
109. I have more than just my ears pierced.
110. I walk bare­foot wher­ever I can. :D
111. I have jumped off a bridge.
112. I love sea turtles.
113. I spend ridicu­lous amounts of money on makeup.
114. I believe in prophetic dreams.
115. I plan on achiev­ing a major goal/dream. someday, i'll be rich! richer than someone's mother! hahaha
116. I am pro­fi­cient on a musi­cal instru­ment.
117. I worked at McDonald’s restau­rant.
118. I hate office jobs.
119. I love sci-fi movies.
120. I’ve never been in love.
121. I think water rules.
122. I am going to col­lege out of state.
123. I am adopted.
124. I like sausage.
125. I am a pyro.
126. I love the Red Sox.
127. I have thrown up from cry­ing too much.
128. I have been inten­tion­ally hurt by peo­ple that I loved.
129. I love kisses. hugs please.
130. I fall for the worst peo­ple and have been hurt every time.
131. I adore bright colors. gusto ko kulayful :D
132. I love Dear Abby.
133. I can’t live with­out black eyeliner. at hindi to ka-OA-yan.
134. I think school is awesome. i used to think it's not. but now i think it is. (paulit ulit ulit yung words hahahaha)
135. I think pig­tails serve a purpose.
136. I don’t know why the hell I just did this stu­pid thing.
137. I usu­ally like cov­ers bet­ter than originals.
138. I don’t like multi-textured ice cream
139. I think John Cusack is adorable.
140. I f**king hate chain theme restau­rants like Apple­bees and TGIFridays.
141. I watch Food Net­work way too much.
142. I love coach­ing youth sports.
143. I can pick up things with my toes.
144. I can’t whis­tle.
145. I can move my tounge in waves, much like a snakes’ slither.
146. I have ridden/owned a horse.
147. I still have every jour­nal I’ve ever writ­ten in.
148. I can’t stick to a diet.
149. I talk in my sleep.
150. I’ve often thought that I was born in the wrong cen­tury. always hahahahahahahahaha i wish i was born in the 1940's. seriously.
at dahil bored ako...

Ten things you wish you could SAY (don't tell us who it is)

1. mahal ko kayong lahat ♥ wag na wag kayong magbabago
2. bakit ang epal epal mo bitch?
3. kaya ko kaya?
4. wag niyo kong iiwan, sobrang mahalaga kayong tatlo para sakin
5. minsan gusto ko na kayong iwan, pero sa ngayon kailangan ko pa kayo kaya hindi pa pwede hahahaha
6. wag ka na malungkot. nalulungkot din ako para sayo e.
7. sinong gusto magluto para sakin? D:
8. sana maging sobrang yaman din ako katulad mo :D
9. gusto kita, paano ba kita makukuha ng libre?
10. mahal na mahal na mahal kita. kaso hindi maiwasan na mabadtrip ako sayo paminsan minsan hahahahaha

Nine things about YOURSELF:

1. nuknukan ng tamad
2. iyakin
3. generoso (generous wahahahah)
4. versatile (jack of all trades and a master of none)
5. mababaw ang kaligayahan
6. nangangarap maging mayaman
7. mahilig sa art art ♥
8. mapagmahal sa kaibigan (hindi lang halata hahaha)
9. slightly matalino (sa tingin ko hahahahaha - pampalubag loob)

Eight ways to WIN your heart:

1. SURPRESAHIN MO KO! :">
2. patawanin mo ko ng mga jokes, banat, hirit, etc mo / tawanan mo yung jokes, banat, hirit, etc ko
3. give me a HUGGGG! o kaya group hug ♥
4. ipagluto mo ko
5. ilibre mo ko hahahahaha
6. ipakita mong matalino ka
7. sabihin mong ang gwapo ko (kahit may bahid ng kaplastikan hahahaha)
8. kapag pareho tayo ng trip :D

Seven things that cross your mind a lot through the day:

1. gusto ko na talaga tumaba!
2. matutulog na ako ng maaga. promise.
3. ano kayang ginagawa ni jep ngayon?
4. paano kaya ako magkakapera?
5. parang gusto gumala. pero saan ako pupunta? at sinong isasama ko?
6. naeexcite ako pumunta sa states para magkapera ko :D pero nalulungkot ako dahil madami akong maiiwan dito D: pwede bang isama ko na lang silang lahat?
7. sino kaya nakakabasa nitong blog ko?

Six little STUPID things you want to happen to you before you die:

1. bigyan ako ng sign na mamamatay ako in a week (para makapagprepare ako hahah)
2. win the lottery! :D or be filthy rich!!!
3. malibot yung magagandang lugar sa pilipinas, pumunta sa japan, korea, hawaii, egypt, paris, etc.
4. magkaron ng sariling mini zoo
5. madistribute ng matiwasay sa pamilya at anak ko yung mana hahahahaha
6. reunion with highschool friends. kung baga despedida party na! hahaha

Five turn offs:

1. mga buraot!! buti sana kung close tayo diba? hahaha as if.
2. trying hard, social climbers and their common denominators
3. walang pinagaralan (literal na uncivilized humans)
4. unprofessional liars! yung mga sinungaling na madaling mahuli hahaha :D kung magsisinungaling ka lang din, huwag ka na magpapahuli! sosss
5. mga kaibigan na mahilig maginarte, magpaawa at magpaimportante

Four turn ons:

1. matalino (mahilig talaga ko sa matatalino hahahaha)
2. okay lang vain basta malinis sa katawan
3. active! i mean, hindi dull yung lifestyle
4. photogenic! wahahah para laging may picture picture :p

Three smiles that describe your life:

1. :D
2. ^_________________^
3. XD


Two things you wish you never did:

1. cut classes
2. spent a lot of money on online games

One confession:

1. mas marami akong naiisip kesa nasasabi o nasusulat. you'll get to know me better if you try to read my mind :D

- ay bakit isang confession lang? D:
okay, i'll turn 18 this year and i'm addicted to neopets again like a 6 year old.
how's that?

don't you think i need some life?
do you know how it feels when you try to give your all just to learn..
yet you can't understand anything because of your motherfucking professor??!!
!%^$@$!*!@#!#&%$()*!!!!!!

that's one of the things i hate about college.
your grade depends on your professor's attitude.
and not on your own character.

yeah, no matter how smart you are,
if your professor sucks,
then you're dead meat for sure.

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i feel so bad for my friend.
she's having some problems with school right now.

i really want to help her even in my own little way.
but how?

ohh.. if only you would let me burn that elena peƱaflor alive!
i would really do it!!
damn her chemistry professor!! =____=

actually, it's not my friend's fault.
but why is she the one suffering?? D:
so unfair.

3/23/11

ohhh.. i think i saw something i'm not supposed to see >:D
wahahahahahahahahahahahah

but honestly, it's so awkwaaard!! my goodness!!
wahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha

okay, not funny anymore.
i always think she was one of the MOST beautiful women in the world.

how can you tell me she's not?
farewell miss elizabeth taylor.

you and your very alluring violet eyes will surely be missed ♥
i feel so good right now :D
i love this feeling.

i hope it's always like this ♥
i'm supposed to ask a help from you whenever i'm sad.

but i chose not to tell you a thing because you will just make me sadder.

how ironic.

honestly, this isn't so easy as it sounds.

3/22/11

i hate it when he's so easy to fool.
obviously, he's always just depending on what i say.
not on what i feel.

i'm so great at pretending, don't you think?
no wonder why i can't tell everything to anyone.

not even him.

they don't have differences.

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i wish somebody could look beyond what his/her eyes could see in me. because i'm hiding a lot more important things that only his/her heart could feel.

- so may ganung factor talaga? hahahahaha
hello blog!

as you can see, i'm blogging in a different way right now
umm wala lang.
just for a change.

i feel a lot more comfortable blogging with center aligns.
as if i'm just talking to myself :D

right jiashi?
yeah right :D

see? hahaha
i told you.

3/21/11

balak ko sana matulog sa lapag kaso paghiga ko nakakita ko ng ipis!

hay buti na lang nakita ko agad D: nakakabadtrip kasi kapag gagapangan ka ng ipis habang natutulog ka.
SHIT LANG!!!
alam na nga nilang takot ka sa kanila tapos gagapang pa! lalo na pag habang tulog ka pa!
ginagapang ka ng wala kang kalaban laban.
napaka unfair.

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namiss ko lang bigla yung dating kwarto ko dito sa apartment.
natutulog ako sa lapag :> umm, not literally sa lapag. pero wala akong kama dati :D yung bed ko nakalatag lang sa lapag.
umm pano ko ba eexplain to?? :O
basta masaya yun kasi para lang akong nagbabahay-bahayan :D

pero pag ako talaga nagkaron ng sariling bahay maglalagay ako ng kusina sa kwarto :D
kakain ako ng kakain! matutulog lang ako ng matutulog! at walang makakapigil sa akin! bwahahaha
hay ang sarap! :>
ang sarap makinig sa mga lumang kanta ng parokya ♥

napaka hmmmm..

nostalgic.


anyway.
naaalala ko si john rey sa kanta na to :D

binigyan kasi niya ko dati ng testi sa friendster.. video ng "minamahal kita" sabi niya pakinggan ko daw kasi maganda yung lyrics :D tapos tanda ko nun, crush niya ko nung mga panahon na yun! bwahahahaha sabihin niyo nang assuming ako dati pero parang may pinapahiwatig talaga!
haha tangina lang.

natatawa nanaman ako.

3/19/11

kanina may mga dumating na bisita si madur. 2nd cousin niya yata yun tapos kasama yung dalawang anak, isang lalake na 19 years old at babae na 14 years old~ nalaman ko na cosplayer pala yung lalake! :DDDD then sabi ko ako din mahilig umattend ng cons pero hindi ako nagcocosplay. tapos nagpaadd siya sa facebook, nakita ko yung common friends namin puro cosplayer din! tapos nakita ko din nakalist as brothers sila ni lonely rider (sharivan) akalain mo yun! close pala sila! hahahahahahah here's kuya ej (oo, ej ang nickname niya) and uchuu keiji sharivan~ picture nila yan nung 4th philippine cosplay convention. yeah nagcosplay siya nun :D pero sayang hindi kami nakita D: tapos hindi din siya nakaattend sa tamashii con kanina dahil pumunta nga sila dito samin XD hindi bale sabi naman niya kita kits na lang daw kami sa ozine sa april :D yay!
nanood nga pala kami ni jep ng i am number four kahapon sa moa :D wala talaga kami planong manood nun, tinatamad kasi ako manood pero pinilit niya ko~

in fairness nagustuhan ko naman yung i am number four :D sobrang makapangyarihan! :D kaso yung ending nakakabitin ng bonggang bongga D: parang gusto ko na tuloy basahin yung book para malaman ko yung mga kasunod kaso tinatamad ako magbasa =_____= hays. siguro hihintayin ko na lang yung sequel (kung magkakaron man!)

anyway, panoorin niyo! astig yung effects and other shits!
naalala ko lang siya :D amuro namie is love love love ♥
tangina!!! kanina ang ganda ganda ng mood ko tapos ngayon........ haaaay puta talagaaaa!! sinusubukan ko namang habaan ang pasensya ko sa abot ng makakaya ko, pero bakit parang hindi pa rin sapat? kulang na kulang pa din? ano ba dapat ang gawin ko? huwag magalit? tangina e imposible naman yun! sanay ako maglabas ng hinaing dito sa blog ko e mapipigilan ko ba yon??!! sabihin niyo nga, mahirap ba ko pakisamahan? ako lang ba ang may kasalanan ng lahat ng to? masama ba kong tao? hindi ba angkop yung ginagawa ko o kinikilos ko bilang isang babae? tangina e sino ba kase ang nagsabing babae ako? lalake nga ako diba??? matagumpay lang ang operasyon!!!

kanina nung napansin kong medyo nababanas na ko, pinalampas ko na lang e! baka sakaling gumanda ulit yung mood ko. kaso ngayon hindi ko na talaga mapigilan! asar na asar na ko ng bonggang bongga! malapit na ko sumabog sa sobrang irita!! naiiyak na ko sa sobrang badtrip! =___________= hays nawalan tuloy ako ng ganang magpalit ng primary picture! (anong connect?) pero seryoso, gusto ko na maghamon ng suntukan ngayon! kaso madaling araw na e, tulog na yung mga tao. haaay bakit ganito? bakit hindi na lang ganun??? sobrang hindi ko na magets! paliwanag niyo nga sakiiinnnn!!! kailangan ko na talaga maliwanagan ngayon bago pa magdilim ng tuluyan ang paningin ko! pakalmahin niyo nga ako! dahil kapag hindi ako kumalma hanggang bukas... ay nako! ewan ko na lang!!! shit talaga. SHIIIITTTTT!!!

sorry, i just have to get this off my chest ♥
tell me, was it my fault that i take your joke seriously?

or

was it your fault that you make a joke out of serious things?
oh god, why the hell am i crying?! someone might think i'm over acting again =_____________=

now, it makes me cry more D:

3/17/11

this is so orgasmic! wahahahahahahahah full of awwwwsuummmmness ♥
AMERICA - one of the most rich & powerful. lost thousands of lives last 09/11/01.
JAPAN - one of the most rich & wise. lost thousands of lives last 03/10/11.

ADD THE DATES.

09/11/01
+ 03/10/11
= 12/21/12 - LAST DAY IN THE MAYAN CALENDAR, AND IN THE 2012 MOVIE.

COINCIDENCE or DESTINED?

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personally, i really don't believe that the world will end in 2012. but after i received that text message, i got freakin' goosebumps!! O_______O
bwisit na last song syndrome yan =_____=
Dog in Japan stays by the side of its ailing friend in the rubble

It's a universal truth that dogs are man's best friend, but they're pretty darn loyal to their own as well. Case in point: this tear-inducing video, via the website Jezebel, showing a dog, shivering and disoriented, remaining loyally by the side of a stricken fellow canine amid the devastation of the Japanese tsunami.

You can watch the video below:
Here is an English translation of the voiceover exchange between the two reporters in the clip (translation courtesy of Toshiyuki Kitamura):

We are in Arahama area. Looks like there is a dog. There is a dog. He looks tired and dirty. He must have been caught in the tsunami. He looks very dirty.

He has a collar. He must be someone's pet. He has a silver collar. He is shaking. He seems very afraid.

Oh, there is another dog. I wonder if he is dead.

Where?

Right there. There is another dog right next to the one sitting down. He is not moving. I wonder. I wonder if he is alright.

The dog is protecting him.

Yes. He is protecting the dog. That is why he did not want us to approach them. He was trying to keep us at bay.

I can't watch this. This is a very difficult to watch.

Oh. Look. He is moving. He is alive. I am so happy to see that he is alive.

Yes! Yes! He is alive.

He looks to be weakened. We need to them to be rescued soon. We really want them rescued soon.

Oh good. He's getting up.

It is amazing how they survived the tremendous earthquake and tsunami. It's just amazing that they survived through this all.

read full article here.

okay. i'm not gonna lie, this got me teary-eyed D: if people are having a hard time to save themselves in times like that, what more the animals?? i know there are lots of animals in japan who were also victims of the calamity, but unlike humans, they only got fewer chances of getting rescued D: it's so sad to see them suffer and they can do nothing about it.

this is so sad and at the same time amazing! this just proves the saying "dogs are man's best friend" :3

3/16/11

feelings like this doesn't seem to last forever O___O

siguro pangmatagalan..
pero hindi permanente.





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3/15/11

ang weird kanina nung dalawang nakasakay ko sa jeep. isang bata na 5 years old lang siguro tapos kasama yung nanay niya. yung bata ang ingay ingay sa jeep, sumisigaw, nagsasalita magisa, sinasabi niya "eww ayokong madikit sa mga taong katulad niyo!" tapos biglang nandudura! shit! e katabi ko pa naman yun! tapos naririnig ko nagkwekwento siya tungkol kay snow white at pitong caballero! wahahahah sobrang weird! nabwibwisit yung nanay niya dahil sa sobrang likot at ingay niya kaya pinapalo at minumura siya ng bonggang bongga! kung makapagmura yung nanay akala mo hindi niya anak yung pinagsasabihan niya. oo, sobrang likot nung bata, pero hindi naman makatarungan na murahin niya yung anak niya sa harap ng maraming tao. nagtitinginan na nga yung ibang mga nakasakay e. pero yung bata tuloy pa din sa paglilikot at pagiingay. ang kulit sobra. tapos maya maya, naririnig ko yung nanay bumubulong ng kung anu ano. akala ko kinakausap niya lang yung anak niya, pero yun pala nagsasalita lang siya magisa! tsk tsk. baliw yung magnanay :O

3/13/11

napapa watdahel ako ngayon habang tinitignan ko to hahahahah nagsisisi ako kung bakit ko pa to pinagawa O___________O nacutan kasi ako nung nakita ko to sa mall~ tapos dapat ibibigay ko to kay jep. kaya lang............... hahahaha nadisappoint ako sa kinalabasan ahahahahah sabi nga ni jep kanina nung pinakita ko sa kanya tong picture, hindi ko daw kamukha. so ayun. nagbago na isip ko hahahaha iba na lang ibibigay ko sa kanya.hmmm anyway, ang lakas ng loob kong ipost to sa twitter haha gusto ko kasi ibenta to :D para naman mabawi ko yung pinangpapagawa ko nito hahahahahaha as if naman may magiinteres bumili nito diba? wahahahah

S (selling) >>> stuffed toy with my picture on it! :D offer price, pm me wahahahahahaha

3/12/11

hindi ako masyado nakakapagupdate nitong huli kaya eto na lang muna ang ipopost ko hahaha ngayon lang ulit ako nakapagcam whore :3

click for full view~
naiiyak ako kanina habang nanonood ng news D: puro japan japan japan! tsunami! earth quake! T________T hanggang sa facebook, twitter, everywhere! hays nakakalungkot talaga yung mga ganitong pangyayari D:

let us all pray for japan and the rest of the world :3

3/9/11

i promised to myself that i won't get mad again, so let me show you a fake smile :D

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okay, wow, this is my 1000th post (including the drafts) i'm supposed to have a little celebration just for me and my blog. but i decided not to, since i'm not in the mood right now.

but it doesn't mean i'm sad, maybe i'm just not so happy today. oh well.
my sister got a virus called System Tool on her laptop a while ago. she don't know how and where she got it, but the last thing she remember doing was downloading an email attachment. it was a 2011 virus, a fake anti-virus that turns your real anti-virus OFF! and then it will start taking over your computer. it runs a system scan that makes it look like a real anti-spyware program. and when you're fooled, it's going to offer you a service, i don't know if it's for real but i'm think it will filch money from you. so better be careful!
good thing, we were able to solve the problem right away :D

just in case you also got that virus, all you have to do is to restart your computer, run in safe mode (so the virus couldn't start automatically) and then do system restore. that's all.

but of course, prevention is better than cure :D so before opening emails from unidentified sender or installing/downloading unknown programs and files, always be sure that it is a hundred percent SAFE! it's always better to stop something bad from happening than to deal with it after it has happened :D

3/8/11

your kiss is so powerful. it makes me weak.

3/7/11

tangina!! this is the very most stupid-est thing i've ever done in my entire life! hahahaha kung alam ko lang na ikaw yon, hindi na sana ako nagpapicture sayo!! kaya pala sabi ko parang familiar ka!!! err nagsisisi na talaga ko! wahahahahahahah bitter much?

pero syempre, joke lang yon :D kaso nakakahiya pa din! kaya nga kailangan ko talaga ipixelate yung pagkatao mo e! hahaha nakakahiya talaga shit.
ahahahahahahahah nakakatuwa naman to! para siyang kinakatay kung makaiyak! super duper mega ultimate affected to the highest level? hahaha dalang dala siya ng emosyon niya sa panonood ng mara clara! hahaha sayang, hindi ko masyadong nasubaybayan yung mara clara ngayon D: pero kahit naman masubaybayan ko hindi naman ako hahagulgol ng ganito! siguro mapapamura lang ako ng bonggang-bongga sa inis kay gary hahahahaha yung tipong gusto ko na siya sunugin! XD

anyway, tinanong ko kay ate kung ganun din katindi yung mara clara dati. ang sabi lang niya sakin, hindi yon tatagal ng taon yung mara clara kung hindi yun naghit! oo, ngayon ko lang nalaman na years pala ang tinagal nung lumang mara clara! 1992 to 1997! dun na daw nagdalaga si judy ann at gladys! nyahahahahahah tapos yung gumanap na gary dati (eruel tongco) mas nakakatakot at mas nakakainis na gary!! yung tipong hindi pa siya bumibitaw ng linya, galit na galit ka na agad! hahahahahahah kaso namatay pala siya nung 1996, habang pinapalabas pa yung mara clara D: hindi ko na masyado marecall yung mara clara dati dahil 3 years old pa lang pala ako nun. kaya nga parang gusto ko ulit panoorin yung lumang mara clara e. meron kaya sa dvd nun?

hays, gusto ko tuloy pumunta ng quiapo ngayon at mamirata ng bonggang bongga! ahahahahahah
that's what you call magic!

3/6/11

ang sarap ngumiti pagkatapos ng mahabang lungkot :D pero at least hindi ako nagpapahalata na malungkot ako. attract good vibes! yeah! party party!

basta masaya na ulit ako ngayon :D kahit papano :D

i love you! not all. just you.

3/5/11

yayayayayayay!! umattend ako ng 4th philippine cosplay convention sa robinsons manila kanina~ kasama ko si geib, patricia and eunice! :D ang saya saya saya saya grabe!! hindi ko na ieelaborate masyado dahil mahirap ipaliwanag. kung gusto mo magkita tayo tapos ikwekwento ko sayo wahahahahah kaya idadaan ko na lang sa pictures ang lahat XD

nagpapapicture lang ako sa cosplay na cool sa paningin ko~
hahaha pagpasensyahan niyo na kung puro picture ko ang nakalagay ha? hahahaha blog ko naman to e!! haha tignan niyo na lang yung album ko sa facebook para makita niyo yung iba :D

more pictures here.

3/4/11

napakalaswang laro! pero nakakatawa! pinoy e! hahaha kaso sana walang mga bata sa paligid~
nung pumunta ko kanina sa bahay ni jacinto para kunin yung fleece hat ko, nagulat na lang ako dahil may dala siyang shitzu! :DDDD ang cute cute! chichi ang pangalan! nung semptember pa pala yon, ngayon ko lang nakita! chi is so fluffy, i'm gonna dieeee!!!
ang hilig hilig ko talaga sa mga hayop :D kaya nga malapit ako kay melvin at earl e bwahahahah

3/3/11

wow teka!! parang ang dami ko yatang namiss na pangyayari? nagulat na lang ako dahil alam na nung ibang tao yung problema namin ni jep! okay wow! paano nangyari yon? telepathy? nakakabasa sila ng isip? wow talaga! so ngayon alam na pala ng lahat kung gaano ako kasama :DDDD bwahahahahahahahah

i hope he's happy with this.
i can feel this coming to an end.
hahahahaha napanaginipan ko kasi kagabi to :D namiss ko lang hahaha gradeschool days.
x: malay mo bandang huli tayo pala.
o: putang ina mo ka!
x & o: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

shit. just shit! hahaha
best comment i've ever seen on youtube hahahaha so true.

i wish i was born in the 1940's. seriously.
making you fall in love with me was my mistake.

and i apologize for that.
pag sinabing personal, hindi pwedeng pakialamanan ng iba. kung baga pribado. private. bawal na may ibang maiinvolve o masasangkot o makikialam. personal nga e. PERSONAL!

tanginang yan.

3/2/11

may nabasa akong blog kahapon. tumblr account ng teenager. nakuha niya yung attention ko kasi ang lungkot nung ibang posts niya sa tumblr. then i found out that she's having some problems dealing with the people around her. and she also feels unloved.

hindi ko talaga kilala kung sino siya, hindi ko din alam yung location niya, hindi ko din alam kung ilan taon na siya at hindi ko din alam kung ano talaga yung problema niya (hindi naman kasi detalyado yung posts niya) but somehow i can relate. i mean, i know how she feels. so i decided to write a message to her through ask...

okay so.. i just stumbled upon your blog because i saw my friend reblogged one of your posts.

then i noticed that you're having problems with a lot of things/people around you. you always feel like you're not good enough for them though you already gave your all. sadder thing is.. you can't avoid them because they're a big part of your life. you have to serve the same (annoying) people/things every single day.

well you know what? we're almost under the same sky. almost..

(some parts are deleted)

so i guess, i kinda know how you feel. it hurts a lot when you feel like you're not appreciated. you want to blame yourself even though you know you didn't do anything wrong to them. you're just trying to meet their expectations and what's wrong with that?

it's just so sad that you cannot please everybody. some people are just too superficial and perfectionist. they suck giant donkey balls, but you have to deal with them.

anyway, i'm from the philippines. i just want to let you know that for filipinos (like me), ALL white people are incredibly beautiful and gorgeous. you're not an exception :3

another thing.. i'm very very skinny! D: my collar bones are creepy!! it's pretty annoying because people usually think i'm unhealthy. though i think i'm not. fuck my fast metabolism! if only they would know how much i'm wishing to be not too skinny. oh well.

you can just ignore this if you don't find this sincere or flattering. it's okay :D but please don't embarass me in front of your friends and followers D: because you have no idea how hard i tried to make my english grammar understandable hahaha

have a nice miss shelby :D

so ayan. napaka-pakialamera ko diba? hahahahaha joke lang! sincere ako dyan no! gusto ko lang talaga icomfort yung taong nakikita kong malungkot kahit hindi ko siya kakilala :D

well, ineexpect ko naman talaga na magrereply siya dahil sa ask ako nagmessage. pero medyo nagdadalawang isip ako dahil baka sungitan niya ko kaya nag-anonymous ako. here's her reply...
sorry if i have to delete and censor some parts. the thought is still there anyway.

natuwa naman ako at napasaya ko siya :D nakakatuwa talaga :D alam mo yung feeling na ganun? kahit hindi mo personal na kakilala yung taong nalulungkot, kapag nalaman mong napasaya mo siya, parang nakakatuwa na din :3 para akong nakaperfect ka ng bonus stage sa laro hahaha parang ganun lang yun e! kahit walang kapalit, basta may tao kang napasaya, parang masaya ka na din :D ang sarap sa pakiramdam :D parang ang bait bait ko :D hahahahaha i'm such a lifesaver! oh yeah, i'm jiashi the lifesaver :D

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but you know, it's funny how i can make other people happy.. and yet i can't help being lonely.

3/1/11

he had lost my trust for the very first time.

should i be happy because he confessed to me the truth?
should i let this pass since this is only the first time?
should i just forgive him and forget what he did?

or

should i be mad because he broke his promise?
should i think he doesn't treasure my trust that much?
should i not trust him anymore?

he's the most important person to me and he's the one i trust the most. so you can't blame me for having a hard feeling like this. now i don't know how are we going to go back to normal again since he's not the type of guy who would put much effort for a girlfriend.. especially for me. we're really not used to that. so tell me, how can i believe him now? how can i trust him again if he failed to treasure it in the past?

but somehow, i realized, i'm already exaggerating. who the hell am i to get angry? i'm only his girlfriend. only. i'm not his wife. i don't have the right to take control of his will. i shouldn't make rules. i can't stop him from being happy. plus, the promise that he broke is not really a big thing. i'm only thinking about my trust, not his happiness. i'm such a selfish girlfriend.
you don’t know if they’re black or white. you don’t know if they’re men or women. you don’t know what they look like or who they are, but it DOESN’T matter, they’re people and they like each other and that is ALL that ever matters

got this here.

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because blogger is also my tumblr, at the same time :D
lance is very sweet only to ruth.
ruth is very lucky to have a partner like lance.

i know their relationship will surely last until forever because they're perfect for each other ♥
ohh today is the first day of march! :D then my mother will be home in 11 days! yay! it only means.. my happy days are over! hahahahahahahhah joke lang!

well, after 6 months, i know i've changed a lot. and i'm pretty sure that i became a lot better than before (buhat bangko mode hahaha) so i'm not really worried when she gets back here. at least, she will be less annoyed at me now. hahahaha unlike before.. hmm let's not talk about that anymore hahahahahahaha

honestly, i'm excited :D not for the packages but.. because we're planning to go to vigan on holy week! :D yayayayayay!! :D hopefully!!!!!!!!!!! D: please?
natuwa naman ako kay booh :D dahil binati niya ako kanina kahit alam naman niyang hindi ko talaga birthday ngayon :D i'm so touched! hahahahahahahahaha

buti pa siya. hmm.
isang araw...

meron akong dalawang malapit kaibigan :D oo, dalawa sila! pareho ko silang kaibigan DATI pero wala silang koneksyon sa isa't isa. kilalang-kilala nila ko dati dahil malalim na yung pinagsamahan namin. pero NGAYON, hindi ko na sila tinuturing na kaibigan.. dahil nalaman ko na pareho pala silang may malalim na galit sakin na hindi ko mapagtanto kung saan nila hinuhugot! hahahahaha

basta ang naaalala ko lang kasi, pareho ko silang binasted dati~ or let's say, hindi nila ko nililigawan nun pero alam kong gusto nila ko. kaso ang problema hindi ko sila type :D so automatically, kailangan ko sila ireject kahit medyo mahirap yun para sakin dahil kaibigan ko nga sila dati. then pagkatapos ko sila mabasted, akala ko okay na lahat. akala ko matatanggap nila agad dahil kaibigan ko naman sila. kaso...

yung isa sa dalawang kaibigan ko dati, bobo kasi siya :D as in literal na bobo hahaha mahina ang utak. pagkatapos ko siya bastedin, nagkaron siya ng sama ng loob sakin! haha kung makapagmura sakin ganun ganun na lang! hahahaha grabe na lang kung magalit!! pero naisip ko na huwag na lang patulan dahil reasonable ang pagka-unsophisticated niya dahil alam kong wala naman talaga siyang pinagaralan :D

tapos yung isa naman, wise siya. kung baga, mautak :D pagkatapos ko siya mabasted dati, ineexpect ko maiintindihan niya yun dahil malawak naman ang pagiisip niya. hindi naman siya kasing istupido gaya nung isa. so akala ko no hard feelings na. kaso lately, bigla na lang umusbong (ang taray!! lalim ng term ko! hahaha) yung sama ng loob na tinanim niya sakin! nagulat na lang ako bigla ako inaatake ng personal! hahahahahah una sa ugali ko, tapos ngayon sa ichura na! jusko! hahaha nakakaloka! hahahahahahahahahaahah bumaba ng bonggang-bongga ang tingin ko sa kanya! hahahaha

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hahahahahahaha alam mo yung bitter? hahahah yun yung mga taong saksakan at baril-barilan ng PANGIT.. ang ugali :D

sila yung mga mabababang uri ng tao na hindi marunong maging masaya para sa iba.
mga nagtatanim ng napakalalim na galit sa taong nanakit/nakasakit ng damdamin nila.
mga taong ayaw magpatawad dahil hindi pa din nakakerecover sa nakaraan.
mga talunan na hindi matanggap ang pagkatalo kaya dinadaan sa pamemersonal :D

at ang magandang example ng bitter ay yung dalawang tao na kinwento ko kanina :D hahahaha

alam niyo mga kuya, alam ko namang hindi ako maganda :D at hindi din naman ako nagmamaganda!! che!! kailangan ko pa ba ulit-ulitin na pogi nga ako! POGI!!! ahahah kaya hindi ko na kasalanan kung mainis kayo sakin kapag tuwing nagtataka kayo kung bakit meron pa din mga taong nagmamahal sakin kahit ganito ako :D

yan ang hirap sa mga taong talunan! minsan hindi nila matanggap ang pagkatalo! palibhasa kasi wala silang friends na magcheecheer sa kanila tuwing natatalo sila! o kung may friends man, sila sila lang din yung mga LOSERS! mga pare-parehong talunan! alam nilang wala silang mapapala sa isa't isa kaya mas gusto na lang nila makialam sa buhay ng may buhay! :D you know what? just in case na hindi na kayo masaya sa buhay niyo, sabihin niyo lang sakin.. dahil meron akong kaibigan na pwedeng tumapos ng libro ng buhay niyo :D at yun si maria christine rabida :D hahahahahahahahaha my partner in crime ;p

anyway, balik tayo dun sa mga bitter. pagkatapos kayo mabasted ano? mamemersonal na lang? hahahahahaha ipamumukha ninyo na wala akong talent? na hindi ako cute? na masama ang ugali ko? sooossss!! matagal ko ng tanggap sa sarili ko yon! hahaha e bakit kayo ba? ano bang pinaglalaban niyo? bakit imbis na gumagawa kayo ng bagay na ikauunlad niyo e mas pinili niyo pang maki-usi sa buhay ko? ganito ba talaga ako kainteresting kaya ganyan na lang katindi ang bitterness niyo sakin? hahahaha okay, now i know! nafall kayo sakin kasi interesting ako :D wahahahahahah

pero bakit kung magalit kayo ngayon parang ang laki ng atrasong dinulot ko sa mga pamilya niyo? hahahahahahahahahahah parang ang sama ko naman nun shit!! haha pero okay lang. i still love it! because i know i'm super bad! bwahahahaha gosh i'm becoming too evil na! ;p

o sige, para matapos na ang mahabang usapan, gawa na lang kayo ng HATE PAGE! hahaha ANTI-JIASHI :D hahahahahaha akalain mo yun may ANTI-J na! nyahahah sige lang! i'll support you until all of you die!! hahaahah pero please, huwag niyo na ko pasikatin dahil wala akong balak magartista ;p

"Haters are confused admirers who can't understand why everybody loves you." - Paulo Coelho

so come on party animals! let's dance like we own the dance floor! throw me some beer, baby! ♥ hahahahaha