4/29/09

horror movies wouldnt be fun without a sadako look alike :3
or another hair lady XD
maybe youre thinking is this really jaz? wahahahahahahah even me, this makes me wonder if its really me OwO anyway hoorraa for my new manip! the concept is kinda creepy just like my other manip last february~ but this ones kinda different :3 umm i dunno OwO i think this one looks better than the other manips i did before (does this mean i am improving? wahahahah just kidding! ;p)

i already uploaded this pixi on my facebook, friendster and other sites~ gusto ko makita to ng lahat para mapatunayan ko keh kevin na marame talagang titinen nito! wahahahah bute pa nga cha kahit kinokontra nya tong manip ko atleast alam ko sinusuportahan nya ko ;p in a meaner way nga lang wahahah samantalang un iba jan.. tsk tsk ayoko na nga makmention ng names mamaya mahot seat nanaman ako XD XD your feedbacks and comments are highly appreciated! so please.. wahahaha please lang naman XD thanks! kahit sa prenster, facebook, etc nyo ko imessage. please lang talaga!! wahahahahah

4/23/09

i realized that i want to have super powers! like power rangers! (im green ranger! XD peborit ko kase green! and white too :3 chaka lalake naman ako e im a male in a females body XD nyahahahh) yey im a fan of power rangers! mighty morphin ninja turtles! joke wahahahh power rangers! XD XD if not power rangers, peter petrelli of heroes would be nice too :D i want to be as powerful as him (sugapa sa powers ampota wahahahahah)

i really want to be a super hero! someone who can kill, burn and destroy! oh yeah!! :D i will burn my enemies! i will cut their bodies into half! then i will put vinegar to their wounds :D :D killing is not exciting without torture yay~ i want to have lotsa slaves! and they will be worshipping me like an animal :3 and i, i will judge their lives! isnt it cool? i think this is a hundred percent awesome! :D

most super heroes can fly.. and i want to have that power too :D i want to fly!! fly like a penguin hoorraa! (wait penguins cant fly right?) umm i will fly like a flying ipis! :D i will spread my wings and fly fly fly~ i think its cool! da pak! i really cant wait to be a super hero :3 once i am already like peter petrelli, i can absorb hiro nakamura's abilitiy :D i want to have that teleport thing! less bayad, mahal ang lrt! OwO err

a superhero SAVES! for example, the addicts.. they need drugs, ill give them drugs! :D the kidnappers needs kids, ill give them kids :D people should not always think about themselves only. they should also think about the needs of others okii? addicts are not bad. you guys shouldnt judge them. they are just people who needs attention and love. and drugs give them love and attention. so why not give it to them? drugs is not bad. not unless youll overprice it! the addicts' minds blacken because of it! and they forget eveything.. tsk tsk now you know the reason why their minds blacken. its because of the overpricing. evil merchants!

senior citizens and students should get discounts too! except on weekends and holidays! and oh before i forget.. no id no discount :3 okii? so always bring your id~ i hate students who always come to school without their id! tapos puro lame excuses naman binibigay meh gulay (lagi kase nakasuot un id ko saken ;D kahit nga natutulog ako nakaid pa rin ako e wahahahah) i also hate some jeepney drivers~ is it necessary to tell the driver kun studyante ka or what everytime makbabayad ka? kahit nakita nang nakauniform ka na itatanonong pa sayo kun studyante! leche wala ba kayong mga mata ha!? un iba nga sinasadyang kulang un ibibigay na sukli kunware pang di alam na studyante! tapos pak sinabi mo sa kanyang "manong kulang un sukli" sasagot sayo "ah studyante ba?" playing safe pa kunware e obyuss naman na nandudugas lang cha XD e kun ganyan lang rin kayo wak na kayo makdrive! baka sa lahat ng bagay kelangan nyo pa rin itanong meh gulayness! looooosers :3 wahahahahh

mukhang meh balak pa ko maging anti stupid puj drivers dito ah? naman! tsk back to the main topic na nga.. umm i will destroy the companies who overprices drugs! for they are EVIL! and evil should be destroyed! and schools too! i will destroy them all! because they just destroy out future. they dont want us to be hustlers in games! they didnt think about the best dota player in the world! lots of of youngsters want to be the best but the school banned these kind of stuffs! what an evil thing! bad bad bad!!

superheroes have powers.. so i can be like the president of the philippines right? i will be implementing ten children policy! a family should have ten children in nine years. if they didnt follow the rule, they will be killed! all of them! for example, its been eight years yet they only have seven kids, all of them will be killed. their whole family! pets are included so beware evil animals ahohoh~

oh yeah.. i remember the bible said "blessed are the weary" one good example of the weary are the drug addicts. they should be blessed. ohh how sweet dont you think? meh gawd! im too excited to be a superhero!

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ps: nakbebenta ako ng drugs! especially amphetamines :3 ecstasy pills are also available~ bili kayo tapos ipapakulong ko kayo! kun ayaw nyong makulong you should pay meh ;p wahahahahh message me na if youre interested XD

and please please wak nyo isipin na eto epekto ng mafia wars at heroes saken XD sadyang optimistic lang talaga ko wahahahah dapat kayo rin :3 :3

4/21/09

alam mo un malas? ako un e! wahahahahh MALAS! XD

isang masaklap na panyayare sa aking buhay.. bigla nalang nadelete un laman ng folder ko sa desktop err T^T at di ko ngayon alam kumpano maibabalik ang nakaraan sapakat itoy tapos na.

waaaahh anak ng tupat aso naman oh! kaasar!! dame wame pa namang importanteng imahe, musika, unfinished manipulations, text files at kun ano anong chorbaness ever! T^T wala pa naman akong back up hai hai! last week lang naisip ko na bumili ng flashdrive kase nafeefeel ko na mawawala nalang bigla un folder ko e~ bat ba kasi di ko pa un ginawa dati pa! tapos ngayon ganun nga nanyare meh gulay OwO pero okii lang~ tapos na un e ano pa magagawa naten diba? but atleast! triny kong makeffort para marecover un :D with the help of my plurk friends lalo na si dex :D :D meh mga iba rin tumulong~ check nyo nalang to :: http://www.plurk.com/p/pb9vr

haaayyyy kelangan ko muna kumolekta ng stock photos ngayon T^T uber sad sad sad~ dapat pala naklagay muna ko ng copy keh satan, para meron sa psp tapos dito :3 ngayon gustong gusto ko pa naman makedit at makupload ng photos pero di ko magawa! siguro gumaganti un pc ko dahil sa mga pinaksasabi ko sa kanya dun isang post ko.. sabi ko medyo nabobored na ko pak sya lagi kausap ko XD o siguro sadyang malas lang talaga! bored na nga ko dito nawala pa un files ko :3 potaaa anong nanyayare sa cyber life kooooo!! im starting to hate it T^T sige na nga wak na natin idamay pc ko baka magalit nanaman XD

*breaking news*

woah kasalukuyan akong naksesearch ng mga naaalala kong file names ng files ko XD at nakita ko sila sa recent documents~

pero di ko naman maopen kaya useless rin T^T ganto kasi lagi lumalabas oh OwO and umm.. dumating na rin pala sila ate~ tinanong ko sya tungkol dun pero di raw nya alam kumbat nawala un folder ko hai hai

so ngayon, di ko alam kumpano maksisimula ulit OwO wahahahah feel na feel ko pa ang aking sadness ever! tumawak nga si besplend kevin e :3 sabi pa nya engots daw ako err bat wala raw ako back up.. ano ba magagawa ko tsk tsk! wala kase charge si satan kaya di ko magamit~ pati si satan napapabayaan ko na nako naman T^T im such a worthless creature! hushh

oh well kelan ba nauna ang paksisisi? pero sayang talaga un lahat ng files ko! wawa naman ako wala na ko stocks wahahah malas nu ;p

4/14/09

this day is great! umm no, no.. its amazing! :D me and ate jen went to 168 aka hell XD nakpagawa ng tarpaulin at nakhanap ng boardshorts. tininan namin un tindahan ng orig na roxy at billabong. kaya lang si ate lang nakabili pano masyado talaga malaki un size ng men para saken /sob (sa men ako nakhahanap kase mas terp ko un style nila XD) meh nakita rin naman akong skirt dun :3 andanda nun design! green and penk cha ;po pero naisip ko parang mahihirapan ako humanap ng pakner nun kasi weird un shade ng kulays nya nakoo. kaya di parin ako nakabili.

habang naklalakad lakad kami, bumili ako ng shawarma :3 tapos si ate pumipila sa zagu~ tapos sabi ni ate andun si imelda marcos :3 dun kase un namimili ng mga chorba chorba XD sayang wala ako pichurs nya habang namimili cha e di kase ako prepared nun tsk! masyado pa ko nastarstuck pano ngayon ko lang sya nakasabay pumunta dun (wow nakasabay? close? wahahahhaha)

tapos ngayong gabi lang katext ko si vinchii.. nakwento ko sa kanya un happenings kanina sa 168. sinabe ba naman greediest person raw si imelda marcos nyok nyok kinontra ko sya kaya naktalo pa tuloy kami kanina :3 at eto nainspire tuloy ako makblog about politics XD XD XD

politics, politics, politics.. meh gawd i really love politics! i want to be the president of the philippines! :D if not me, i want someone who is responsible enough and will not corrupt peoples money :3 someone who is willing to die for his/her country, or willing to kill just to stop corruption.

ideal president para sakin si chiz escudero :D he is so amazing~ thank God he made a politician like chiz! napaka makabuluhan ng kanyang mensahe para sa mga kabataan ng pinas :D man i wish ill be like him! a man of wisdom! :3 naniniwala ako sa kanyang prinsipyo (pareho kase kami kaya naniniwala ako XD wahahaha) simpleng senador! malamang nga sa sobrang talino nya ipapaassassinate cha XD wahahahahah i wish he will never change~ but change is the only constant thing in the world tsk tsk!

i hate those people who keep on blaming the government on whats happening on their lives. poverty, jobless, overpopulation.. duhh~ instead of blaming why dont they move instead? like do something that will benefit them and everyone :3 if they want a better community, it must start on themselves first! like stop cheating in classes! dont you know that corruption starts on cheating then stealing! err.. ngayon fourth year di na talaga ko mangongopya (kumontra panet XD) there are lotsa filipinos who keep on hating and blaming the politicians~ particularly the president :3 fuck them! diba malaki rin naman ang pinakbago ng pinas after all these years? i wonder why is it maraming against sa kanya kun meh naitulong naman sila naitulong sa ating bansa? OwO yeah yeah corrupt! PERO SINO BANG HINDI CORRUPT? oh ano? sa comics nga meh corrupt e pinas pa kaya? aysuss~ atleast shes doing her job! right? just look, makano na ba ang peso to dollar ngayon? mataas ba ha? oh my.. di naman sa pinaktatanggol ko si gloring pero lahat naman ng nasa senado at nakcocorrupt diba? so whats the point of hating only one? why not hate all nalang diba? wahahahahahah

isa pa tinen ko nasa taong bayan na rin yan kumbaket ganto ang kalagayan ng pinas :3 kulang ang pinas sa discipline! di naten kelangan ng cha cha or what.. nasatin rin kumpano uunlad ang ating bansa! amen? amen! wahahahahh juk lang! we should have team work! owuu owuu andaling sabihin pero anhirap gawin. lalo na sa mga politicians ngayon :3 ang pagiging sukab ay malaking problema!! -- thats why i love politics! nakakathrill! nyahahahah

sometimes im thinking why i wanna take fine arts in college e dream ko nga maging presidente ng pilipinas XD baka nga pati kayo naiisip nyo na napakalayo sa isang gaya ko na maging ganun :3 alaws nga naniniwala na matino ako e T^T dibale wala namang imposible diba! kun sabagay si erap nga ano ba natapos nun at naging president cha ng pinas XD pero alaws rin nanyare wahahahahhah

dont worry ill be a chiz escudero too! libre lang mangarap sabi ng kamikazee~ gusto ko nga maging isang raymond fortun! wahahahah just wait, president on the making pa ako! at un platform ko pakiisipan ko un ng bonggang bongga gaya ng sabi ni bonggang bonggang bong bong XD XD

4/13/09

im confused~ im wondering why am i like this? both falling for ladies and germs OwO i still dont understand why am i falling for the same gender :3 influence ba to ng tatu? meh gulay! im influenced by two childish ladies :3 is this what they call hormonal imbalance? insecurities? or love? OwO

do i have hormonal imbalance? maybe i have lotsa lotsa male cells :3 wahahahah kaya siguro antindi ng kapit sa chikas XD nyahahah but i still fall for guys /hmm this is way too faaaar

am i insecure with other ladies? no, im not! in the first place why get insecure? right? maybe im just fascinated by their beauties. they are really attractive, some are hot and some are so damn gorgeous :3 un tipong nililingon mo talaga! na kahit siguro babaeng babae ako matitibo ako :D

how about love? oh yeah? i can feel that sometimes :3 on some other ladies :D :D sometimes i want to be with em :3 maybe because grrrls are sweeter than the guys~ they know how to take good care a relationship :3 its also easy to talk to em because theyre also like me. am i out of love? wtf!! wayyyy too far~

speaking of love :3 mandark and i have to break up for some reasons. honestly, it really hurts. fuck im so depressed right now! its hard to pretend that everythings going very smooth for me after our break up. ngayon lang ako nakaramdam ng ganto T^T i really dont want to do this! i dont know what to do.. my blog isnt enough for me to express what i really feel right now. i wanna shout, cry, kill and even die! a case of rh couldnt help T^T cause hes the one that i really need :3

what should i do by now? talk to him? nuuuu~ i dont want to talk to him! or not yet? ;3 haays ayoko naman talaga cha mawala saken T^T fuckk! i feel like im lost in wilderness!! im so much in love with mandark~ i know im not willing to give everything.. i have limitations thats why i dont know how can i show how much i love him T^T fuck i want to die now.

i no longer text him :3 im too lazy (lagi naman ako tamad maktext XD) di na nga rin nya ko naalalang itext e T^T at dahil dun, masyado ko na syang namimiss waaaa T^T un hart ko parang ganto cha ngayon :: wak na natin sabihin broken hearted masyadong pang emo yakk XD

is he already going to turn his back on me? is he going to leave me? paktay sya saken pak nanyare un XD dadanak andugo nyahahah pero malamang di na nya ko lab kun ganun aww T^T mas okii pa un nakhahabol sya kesa un break up with no goodbyes~ but i guess di cha agad makakamove on e! un pa nako! im sure naksisisi na un to the highest level everness! wahahahha its really nakakasad cause im not with kero when hes sad :3 wala man lang makokomport sa kuhlafung juding un! useless naman mga kebigan nun e XD wahahahah nandamay pa ampota

i want to hagg that effin loser frog~ my life here right now is sooo cold as snow even though i havent seen a snow in my entire life nyok nyok~ i miss him like HELL! i wanna feel his love T^T tapos un mismong gabe na nakbreak kami, napanaginipan ko cha T^T ansaya saya pa naman nun dream ko! i thought it was really really REALLY real T^T oh well.. i love kero even though hes like that and even though he is such an emo! :3 meh gulay! i ate my words of not having a boyfriend! tsk tsk and damn emoboy pa XD hushh this is karma! and karma hits me! fuck.

wala e. lab ko e. amp. naman talaga oh! iba talaga pak inlab~ puro sya nalang napopost ko dito sa blog ko wahahahah pak iniwan nya ko malamang sya parin un nandito sa blog ko wahahahahahahah i dont wanna be in love. hush love is killin me! mandark is killin me XD i love him alot~ whoa! teka nga teka nga! i cant remember the main topic of my post! masyado akong nacarried away sa aking labs nyokk! owuu na bitter na masyado ako XD

(after 15 minutes)

ahh naalala ko na! im having a problem with my personality~ i cant stop falling for hot girrrls OwO nako andame wameng temptation dito sa manila. anbad pa dun, sa babae ako napapatinen! grr.. masyado akong naaakit sa babae :3 but i cant leave kero~ at least diba di ibang babae o lalake andahilan ng break up namin ;p masyado lang sya nadadala ng kanyang EMOSYON at IMAHINASYON XD di na kelangan ng broad explanation.. kami nalang nakakaalam nun ;p ;p ;p

haay sana maging boy na ako o kaya girl na. para walang problem diba? nako napakagulo..

4/1/09

joke ba un? XD bwahahahahahh bigo ka lang e! o wala kamprens! o sadyang panet.. ang ugali mo! :D naiinsecure ka lang kase e diba? umamin ka na nahihiya ka pa e! ginagaya mo pa pananalita ko e wala namang sense pinaksasabi mo! parang ikaw lang din talaga :3 walang sense :3 oh di ka nanggagaya? tapos carry mo pang gamitin un expressions ko? e ano palang tawak dun?

woo babasahin mo blog ko para updated ka sa mga nangyayare sakin? aysuss aysuss! di mo naman kelangan gawin to e dahil wala naman ako balak makartista! kaya wak mo na ko pasikatin :3 nyahahahah o feeling na? asar ka na no? kunware ka pang hindi e tagos naman! ;p bwahahahahahh

di ba kayo tinuruan ng magulang nyo ng tamang asal at di nyo alam na masama yang ginagawa nyo? nako please lang.. naaannoy ako~ i dun pretend nor wanted to be known. ang mahirap kasi sa gaya nyo wala kayong prens kaya kayo nakkakaganyan! kumeh prens man, kayo kayo din un mga LOSERS! XD meh gawd im getting pretty evil~ wakayo makikipak close sakin kun ayaw nyo matuto ng salitang balbalness meh gulayness

dun idolize me OwO im not a role model. masisira lang buhay nyo. di cool un! sa mga kabataang naguguluhan, wak nyo akong tularan XD hindi ako magandang ihemplo (o ihyemplo? ah ewan leche!) masyado lang akong nasasayahan sa pakgamit ng ating kalayaan XD (hoorraa for my tagalogness! im loving it ;p) marami lang akong gustong iexplore sa buhay ko XD na puno ng sining! pero di kasama ang pakdrudruweng dun T^T loser ako dun e. nyahahahahah pero atleast nakttry :3 (paturo ako ng drawing XD)

kung akala nyo mabait ako, totoo un bwahahahahah!! balbal nga lang OwO balbal, bastos, etc. mga bagay na madalas maririnig mo samin ng mga kebigan ko XD kaya kun isang araw nalang nakita kita at di kita nagustuhan sa mga bagay na ginawa mo.. !@#$%^()& lumayo ka :D :D :D

get a life :3 live your life normally :3 be creative and dont make sira sira okii? if you cant make or create things i do or did, dont make sira sira kase in huli its you who is talo not me meh gulay! ayan conio pa pota XD wahahahhaha wakana rin makeffort makcomment at makadd sa lahat ng prens ko! kurne mo! nyahahah better to fster with no effort! youll gain more respect and lovee! :D

sa totoo lang natutuwa ako sa mga panyayareng ganto! akalain mo un meh mga anti-N na talaga! anti-NEKO ;p nyahahahah that is so cool! ill support them til all of them die! make sure di ka na papahuli sakin next time kasi once nahuli nanaman kita pde kita kasuhan XD talk to my lawyer baby!
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last night, kero and i had a little fight. i dunno who was wrong but as a good guy, he should be the one to apologize first. no wonder why we always argue or break up for nonsense reasons. oh well i must save my energy for things that matter more OwO

so today is the first day of april! and.. umm.. theres nothing special i really wanna do. i just wanna post my cam whoring moments yesterday morning :D i got a hair cut recently and i hate it! fyi, im a pink hater! dun bother asking why am i wearing pink here OwO

btw.. happy birthday to randy orton XD love love love! :3