1/3/09

even before 2k8 ends, i was already wondering what will happen to me on 2k9 :3 of course, this year im turning sweet sixteen yo! and im gonna be fourth year highschool na~ halah goodbye highschool life oh no! T^T i have to be serious in life because once i reached college theres no turning back :3 i have to start building a new and better life~ more focus in school too or else i wont fulfill my dream to be a forensic scientist waaah (asa pa ko diba wahahahah)

i honestly dunno what will happen to me after ten years /hmm hopefully, successful in life kaya dapat maganda pasok ng taon na to saken cause i dont wanna waste another whole year for nothing. not anymore :3 i have lotsa plans yet im still the process on making em into reality :3 yeah we all have lotsa plans but we should also stick to one di naman pde un lahat diba. balak ko sa summer maksusummer job ako, gusto ko maktrabaho sa call center kaso fifteen lang ako :3 baka sa gas station nalang para kasing masyadong enjoy ang trabaho nila ;p sana talaga marami akong magawang connection~ ill keep myself out of away at pangaaway~ at kun manlalait man ako siguro sakin at sa mga friends ko nalang un :3

bago mangyare ang lahat ng plano ko, makuumpisa talaga to sa sarili ko :3 i have to fight stress! ill do school works and pass it on time! if my friends didnt pass anything doesnt mean i wont have to do my work too! i maybe lazy but im trying to change :3 there is difference between the two. i must meet deadlines not because i will fail but because im wanting this to happen. if not wanting it, maybe sort of procrastinating again T^T

im trying to be teh best. maybe not for you but for my family as well as for myself. at least i can prove em that i can really make changes :3 makabawi man lang sa mga katangahan na ginawa ko for teh past fifteen years :3 un pde ng sabihin "di nga siya nakapasok sa school na gusto niya pero mas nakeexcel naman siya kesa dun sa mga kasabayan niya" na kahit dun maging proud sila diba diba :3 -- soo dramatic yuck

whatever happens i will stand out with or without them. i have to survive because of sipag at tyaga and not because youre mayaman :3 im hoping for a good fortune this 2009~ bless me God! :3 and also my family :3 para naman bonggacious un vacation namin this year XD anyway, thanks!